Your Absence
In a cold bed,
I sleep
Silently,
I think of all those memories
That you’d left
For me to keep
Slowly,
Slowly,
Their roots still creep
Tendrils that endlessly seep
Into wounds
That are already so deep
Silently,
Your absence
Leaves me to weep
So many promises
That you’d once
Promised to keep
So many saplings
That you’d left behind
Promising a return
When their roots
Finally grow deep
Giving me
Nothing but
False hope to seek
Why must you be
So cheap?
Leaving behind
Nothing but
Pain and tragedy to reap?
Why couldn’t you
Leave a sliver
Of hope?
Why couldn’t you
Leave a glimmer
Of happiness?
With your
Suddenly glaring absence,
How do you propose
That I adjust
To your missing presence?
All of those empty glasses
Accumulating since,
The others returned
With your bloody necklace
Accumulating since
I’d learned that
You’d left
Nothing but false promises
Empty wishes,
An all too painful reminiscence
Before the cold stone
Representative of
Your once existence
Over the empty casket,
Under a grey sky,
In your remembrance